I think I must apologize for pulling out my dumb surprise, and though you'll never see this post, it was selfish, to say the most... And I think, for your sake, I should have gave a better sign, started sooner, even spake to you in person, I opine. Now I'll never know the end, the fruits of labor I expend; I gave my all, despite all sense, and now I'm lost at my expense.